My Movie Queue: Around the World in 80 Days, Cold Mountain, There will be blood, Melinda and Melinda
Pages left to read in my current book: I’m reading several things at the moment and I do not know how many pages I have left. All my books are in my room and I’m in the hotel lobby, taking advantage of their free wifi
I have made: notta
I have worked on: checking email, attending conventions, and looking nice every day
Food made: nothing. I’ve been out of town.
Goals checked off: none this week
Games played: Hand and Foot
Favorite Pinterest pin:
This is so true! Especially on my road trip this week!
Total Blog views since last Thursday: 161
Number of snow days: 0
Movies Watched: 7: The Watch, Total Recall, Les Miserables
Books read: none finished
This week I love: learning new things
This week I hate: only having free wifi in hotel lobbies
If how I was feeling on Friday was any indication for how my weekend was going to go, well…it was not going to be good. I was feeling terrible on Friday, but I made it through work and laid on the couch for the rest of the evening. We had all kinds of plans with friends on Saturday, and on Friday night we almost had to cancel, but I asked Adam if we could wait and see how I felt in the morning, and it’s a good thing we did because…
In the morning I felt so much better! All I had on Saturday was a runny nose and my voice was on the fritz. I sounded like Yoda. Yeah, not exactly attractive, but at least I felt better.
The first thing we did was go to Brandon and Kristens to play Eclipse. Now, Eclipse is Adam’s favorite board game and it takes a long time to play and there are lottsss of rules to learn. We got to Brandon and Kristen’s at 11am and left a little after three. The time included teaching me to play, playing, and a pizza break. So I got to check something off my goal list (yay!) and it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. It was pretty fun, complicated, but more fun than I was expecting, so I guess it was a good experience.
After the game we went home and cleaned the apartment because some of our favorite married people were coming over for dinner: the Albrechts and the Nicols. It was a fun evening.
Our Sunday was relaxing and a perfect end to the weekend. My only two complaints were: 1-that it wasn’t long enough and 2-that I didn’t get more sleep.
Do you have any wonderful weekend stories?
A lot of my life recently has involved allergic reactions, real and not.
Last weekend on Friday night I was feeling like I was having an allergic reaction. Now, for those of you who don’t know, I have a severe nut allergy. So much so that I usually have anaphylactic reactions to them, so I carry an epi-pen and I have to be very careful. Well, what was strange was that I had only had a French dip sandwich and potato chips for dinner, so I didn’t think I had eaten anything so I tried to ignore it, well pretty soon it was getting pretty bad and I felt like my tongue was swelling, so I had to go to Adam and tell him I needed to go to the ER. On the way we actually had to use my epi-pen. Well, we went to the ER and I was finally feeling better. We still did not know what I had gotten into.
Then on Saturday afternoon I started feeling funny again. All I had done was shower and eat some cereal. Well, I had started using a new soap, and come to find out it had coconut oil in it and I was reacting to that. So, Saturday we had another trip to the ER. The next few days seemed to be going fine, I was really busy at work and I was eating things I knew I could eat. Well Wednesday night we had pulled pork sandwiches and potato chips, well I started feeling funny again, and we ended up in the ER for a third time in less than a week. It turns out I didn’t have a reaction to anything that time, but instead I had an anxiety attack. Great.
Ever since then I have been struggling with this anxiety. What happens is, my brain makes me feel like I am having an allergic reaction. My lips and tongue tingle and I start to feel like it’s getting worse when actually I can breathe and there is actually no swelling. Well, needless to say this was pretty scary for me, so much so that I stopped eating because everything felt like I was having an allergic reaction. So all weekend I have been dealing with this. Finally I had to eat because I was so hungry and every time I’ve eaten this weekend I have had the tingly feeling but I have had to tell myself “You are not allergic to this. You have eaten it a thousand times.” It has been a long and hard process. I have gotten better little by little all week, but even today my lips and tongue are still tingling. I have never had to deal with anxiety before, and I do not like it. It comes and goes throughout the day and it’s just kind of scary. Since this blog is about my life, I wanted to share this with you, but also ask for prayer. I know I cannot do this alone, I need God and also the support of my family and friends. Thanks for reading and thanks for loving me.
And a big thank you to my wonderful husband who has helped me a lot this weekend.